Blazer: American Eagle
Sandals: Some place in Charleston, SC
What I find nerve wracking (what makes me sick to the stomach) is being center of attention or in the spotlight. I know! This blog is all me. But in front of the camera, to me is another story. I cannot explain how I can get in front of a camera, but not a crowd of people. Even with those close to me being in the audience. Lately I have been in the "spotlight" - all eyes on me. I dislike this so much and it puts me in discomfort. One time I got on stage to sing- because my little brother asked me to do it for him - I froze, ran off stage, scarred for life. In a pageant at a young age, I wanted to cry my eyes out, my mother reminded me what I was doing it for-charity. Now again, for charity, I must face my fear. It is for charity and supporting a good cause. That is all I have to remind myself. I'm sacrificing my comfort zone for the good cause!! Yep I can do this.
What do you do when you are nervous???